To The One Who Was Not ‘The One’

fuck feelings. 

  
waves of sadness hit me today but what scared me most wasn’t the fact that I was sad and felt so miserable and upset – but the inability to pin point exactly why I was sad. it culminated and it went away but it feels like this could manifest into something cyclical and painful.

differentiate love and being in love 

is feeling vulnerable part of falling in love? 

suddenly, growing up does not seem to be that appealing anymore.

it’s gonna be so fucking worth it at the end. Be daring to die and be comfortable with uncomfortable. 

how are you still here after all this while

  
our hearts are like firestones/ and when they strike, we feel the love/ sparks will fly, they ignite our bones/ but when they strike, we light up the world 

 ❤️❤️